It's over a year now,
that she's been gone.
Still feels so new, and still so wrong.
There are these moments that come out of nowhere and just break my heart.
Like a scared little kid in a hospital bed, trying to be strong and brave.
Afraid he's going to die, "cuz that's what happens when people get sick in their lungs. Like Grandma did."
Oh God! So hard to be strong and comfort him, and fight back the tears for her at the same time.
Six nights of not sleeping, in a hospital bed, wishing she were there to give me a hug.
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