I have no right to these emotions
It's all words, codes, and programs
Designed for something less
Someone more
No right to think I'm worth it
Or even worse that I deserve it
That vague euphoric bliss
See it pass as they touch lips
Alone, alone
Darkly feeling
I keep promising
To stop revealing
Stop this crazed and mangled heart from its lame reeling
Who could know me
Do I even
Alone with all these thoughts
and reasons
There's no logic to be found here
No place or space
Or music to hear
Who am I to try to give
What I have broken